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Posted On 07/20/2008 09:03:22 by EuniceCrankyponts

I am not sure if I can be kind to people anymore. I feel neglected. Perhaps it is because I am so depressed and angry at the world and right now,  I chose to unleash my emotion right here. I feel sad at the realization that I have lost my patience. Yes, I understand what people go through. I am sorry that people go through it, I wish there was something I could say or do to help these people.

Is my kindness and friendship helping anyone at all? OR am I making them worse for wear? I do not want you to be so upset over things. I want to see people smile.

My only hope is that I do not insult people.

I am not angry, I am just speaking the truth. I know I am intense and probably come off as angry - I am not. I want to give people kindness but it seems all these people want to do is suck it up, internalize it, and yearn for more never reciprocating. Frikkin people suck. LOL. Ambiguity Rocks.

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From: EuniceCrankyponts
07/20/2008 16:57:58
This is true.... I only wish that Iwas not having this realization today. I am fed up....but has nothing to do with anyone here on redhedd or any other social network in the world - just a generalized feeling of woe is me.... I will get over it.... :)

From: EuniceCrankyponts
07/20/2008 11:29:21

Thank you - it seems sometimes people don't understand that the only helping hand is at the end of their OWN arm - I interpret that as if I provide a helping hand not only am I helping others, I am helping myself. Some people just do not see the BIG picture and prefer to stay in their own delusional bubble. :) OR they are just living their lives.

 

Thank you for replying Mary. :) Thank you. This has been my sole purpose for being in absentia - I get so aggravated with people in general - which makes me clam up and hide. I am good at it, too....welp, at least I think so. :) 

From: reddMary
07/20/2008 10:46:04
What you are doing is burning yourself out.  Your kindness does help a lot of people.  Most of them are just too selfish to return the favor.  Don't worry about insulting people.  Speak the truth, woman, as you see it.  I do.  Makes people mad at times but I don't give a damn anymore.  You are helping people just by being there.


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