Hey all yes I am back - using a public computer in the library in Wick, Caithness.
Some of you may have read the blog my father wrote on Sunday and I have to apologise to those of you who did. He had no authority to access my account and I have to apologise to any one who was upset by any remarks he made.
I was diagnosed with severe depression back in October, which can and does cause me to panic when faced with a challenging situation, my father knew this when he issued me with the letter to quit on December 23. Yes while I did push my father, I was pannicing while trying to reason with him. It is a believed by Linda that he was goading me at the time.
Sadly I only have half an hour on this computer, and that is almost up - I will write a fuller and more comprehensive blog when I can.
Finally can I say a big warm THANK YOU for all the comments and good will I have recieved from everybody especially Sarah (littlered) and Eileen (Redei) for keeping my hopes up during the dark times of my Christmas new year period.
Phil, you have always sent me lovely messages even over new year wishing me well ,so I just wanted to send you my very best wishes that 2009 is a wonderful year for you , I will be thinking of you ............sonia
I was about to do my usual 'check on & see how Philly is doing' thing when I saw this blog. Oh, if only I had a magic wand. I appreciate you keeping us informed and as you can see by the comments already, we're still here for you & always will. Take care friend, Scott
Philly, so glad to hear from you! Am sending you positive thoughts and I just know better days are ahead for you. Stay strong and know that we all love you. Remember during trying times....that what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger!
I did not see such a blog that was writtem by you, but by your father. Whatever he said, it doesn't matter...what he did was LOW...sick and wrong.
Philly, you know that we are here for you. I am sorry that you are having to go through such a terrible time. I miss you here on redhedd very much. Keep your chin up and please know that we are here for you. I hope that you are able to find a place to live soon....miss you and check in now and then when you are able.
