Do you know that I MIGHT be confused
How hilarious is this, somebody told another person (who will remain nameless but whatever) that I sound like I am confused. Concerning my recent relationship break-up, I apparently am confused?!? Yeah, right - it is not in anyway confusing the direction in which the relationship was about to turn. Inevitably, the strings had to be severed. To think that I wanted to endure any more heartache is preposterous. On another note, I am starting to feel better and soon enough my cousin (new roommate), her daughter, and my two children will be moving in to our new home. Yee-haw. We will revel in the silence of it all and perhaps my daughter will stop arguing with everyone around her. Okay, I am not feeling guilty about not having been to work since the day before Thanksgiving, it sucks but it is what it is. I am not able to focus on activities of daily living let alone sit in front of a computer and focus on numbers, policies and procedures and the variety of tasks I am required to do throughout my workday. At least this is what I am feeling and my doctor agrees. So, here I am out of work until at least the beginning of the year. I am still having random spells of crying for no reason and uncontrollable anger... but this too shall pass and each day is a new day.... Me.
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