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Do you know that I MIGHT be confused

EuniceCrankyponts_75
By: EuniceCrankyponts
Mood: anxious
Date: 12/10/2007 19:32:11
Music: None


How hilarious is this, somebody told another person (who will remain nameless but whatever) that I sound like I am confused.

Concerning my recent relationship break-up, I apparently am confused?!? Yeah, right - it is not in anyway confusing the direction in which the relationship was about to turn. Inevitably, the strings had to be severed. To think that I wanted to endure any more heartache is preposterous. 

 

On another note, I am starting to feel better and soon enough my cousin (new roommate), her daughter, and my two children will be moving in to our new home. Yee-haw. We will revel in the silence of it all and perhaps my daughter will stop arguing with everyone around her.

 

Okay, I am not feeling guilty about not having been to work since the day before Thanksgiving, it sucks but it is what it is. I am not able to focus on activities of daily living let alone sit in front of a computer and focus on numbers, policies and procedures and the variety of tasks I am required to do throughout my workday. At least this is what I am feeling and my doctor agrees.

 

So, here I am out of work until at least the beginning of the year. I am still having random spells of crying for no reason and uncontrollable anger... but this too shall pass and each day is a new day....

 

Me.







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From: cinners
12/12/2007 21:08:18
Sounded fine. And I don't mind getting poked in the eye unless it's drippy and then that just stings


12/12/2007 18:07:59
Me too- poking is much fun - well, eh hem...uh that didn't sound right.


From: cinners
12/12/2007 16:31:34
I like poking people in the eye! :)


12/11/2007 20:30:29
Way - yes FRIEND either way you slice it. :)


12/11/2007 20:30:05
If I put my chest out - I might poke someone in the eye - so I will only stand up straight but try to suck in my gut and probably look all warped - omg -


From: waywardred
12/11/2007 19:03:20
Boy or man, Friend.


From: cinners
12/11/2007 11:05:34

No female ever NEEDS  a reason to cry! Not only is it natural but we learned as babies that if we do it our Daddy won't punish us as severely. So it only makes sence to me that if a man teaches us to cry then he of course has the ability to make us cry!  At least thats how I look at the whole thing when I'm crying.

JULES...MMM CHUNKIES!!!!!

TAKE HER ADVICE... CHIN UP, CHEST OUT!

 



From: itsjules
12/11/2007 02:39:04

Oh, duh. I din't catch the sarcasm on the confused thing.

I'm real fu.ckin. tired, man. 



From: itsjules
12/11/2007 00:32:39

A) If you WEREN'T confused, you would be an automaton (or, as Dale Gribble puts it: "an autonamatonamaton")

B) The crying and the anger are not random, nor are they reasonless. You know the reasons. I think these delayed reactions are your mind's way of letting you deal with the enormity of what has happened in small, manageable chunkies.

Ooo Chunkies..remember those? (Sorreh, just trying to lighten the mood, for verily I am lecturing)

C) The guilt is a classic overachiever's reaction to being relatively idle. Chill out, give yourself a break, and just do what you can do and get your s.hit together as you can. (That's good advice, actually. I need someone to give that to ME!)

D) "Starting to feel better" is huMONgously good! Yay! And I'm sure that once things settle down, so will Little Eunice. She's probably feeling all kinds of discombobulated, as are all of you, and once you're all bobulated again, things can start to really get back on track.

Jeez. I shoulda been a therapist, huh? (j/k)

Chin UP. Chest OUT (not too far). Head BACK.

Inhale pink....exhale blue (do this until you're either calm or dizzy)

And just hang in there love. K? 



From: Raphael
12/10/2007 22:49:25
So, what are you..... never mind.  :-)


12/10/2007 20:13:01
You are not a mere boy - I thought you were a man - Thanks my friend - friendship with Eunice does not require you to be a woman - you are a my friend and there I go babbling again..


From: waywardred
12/10/2007 20:10:25
I will try my best, sometimes it is good to have a boy around


12/10/2007 19:45:53
It was a supposed trained professional in the field of psychology - I wonder what the other person is telling this supposed trained professional.




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