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Love these Screams

By: dev_ilish
Mood: tipsy
Date: 01/21/2008 00:44:07
Music: Kill Caustic ~A.F.I.


I'm trying a new thing. Naming blogs after a line in a lyric of music. Cool, huh?

Anyways, point of this blog is I cried for the first time today cause I was so happy.

Someone made me so happy I cried.

How the hell does that happen?

Here we are hanging like best friends do watching movies and being stupid..

Song Change: Divide and Conquer ~Story of the Year

And then he held me.. usually I just play it off and slip away from anyone else but I just laid still and rested my head on his shoulder.

We cuddled all through the night. Whats worse...

we kissed.

Talk about fireworks. He just continued being absolutely amazing but I had to remind myself that he'll be gone before I know it.

College is coming he's going his way I'm going mine...

It would never work...

He left around 2am this morning and when he did I just stood near the edge of the big bay window that has no blinds in my living room and he waved to me and I waved back. Then he called me in like two seconds after passing my house saying that..

he loves me.

How am I supposed to react to that?!

The boy was crying for Christ's sake!

This all so confusing..

~Dev 







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01/21/2008 15:13:34
another ditto for Jules


01/21/2008 08:47:11

He was crying? Ewww. I say dump him! hahaha

Okay, uhm....what Jules said.



01/21/2008 03:23:45

Speaking as a psychotic OVER analyzer...STOP analyzing.

Enjoy, Dev. That is one of the most amazing feelings afforded us puny humans.

Don't worry about where it's going; don't try to decide how it will end or where it will go.

Seriously, my dear (and I know this is easier said than done; I've LIVED it), just REVEL in it.

It's amazing, and you really should try to just savor every moment of it.

Analyzing spoils it.

Experience talking here, yo.

Love ya babe!









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