When I get REALLY angry, I cry. Gives the wrong impression.
I'm not tolerant enough
I'm selfish
I'm too hard on myself
I'm not hard enough on myself
I'm lazy and lethargic lately
Alliteration, much?
I can't sleep
I can't turn off my brain
I'm a stress monkey
I can't face reality
I'm sometimes a little mean
I'm often a lot petty
I can be extremely needy
I can't sleep
My confidence is in the shitter
So is my self-esteem
I take things too seriously
I care too much
I can't sleep
I'm a total slob
I'm so afraid of being conceited or arrogant that I'm completely unable to be objective about the stuff I've done and I tend to run myself down continually
I'm too easily annoyed
I'm too easily hurt
I can't forgive my own mistakes (and if the metaphorical coals over which I repeatedly rake myself were real, I'd have no skin left)
I blog too much
I don't blog enough
I'm way too concerned with whether or not people have read and/or commented my blogs
Julebug, you need a big squeezey hug ... But I'm also with Hills -- you also need a big ol' lovely list of all the things you LOVE about yourself. Those are way more effective than the "hate" lists, I promise you. Not to get all psychological/spiritual guru on you, but I turned my own life around over the last year and a half and it's been an amazing transformative experience. Trust me, you really can go from rock bottom to over the moon, as long as you always look out for number ONE! And having the support of friends and loved ones really helps too ... And we all LOVE YOU Jules! XOXO
You should make a blog about the things you like! That might help with the confidence and the self-esteem! 'Cause you should have more of that... 'cause you's awesome.
Jules I can SOOO relate to this. Keep blogging my friend....getting it out helps us to let go of the things we need to and accept and even embrace the things about ourselves we can't change. I do this sometimes too, but on paper, and when I'm done writing about what I hate, what I'm worried about, etc. I burn the paper as a way of letting go.
Jules, who, how, when, why!!! NOONE thinks this of you, your you and we all love you the way you are!! so dont hate it!! love it your a wonderful women!
You should not hate anythin about you because you are a very wonderfully amazing, extraordinarily lovable, GREEN, beautiful, all of those adjetives I'd like to be - you!
Now, I am going to write a blog to counter this...
haha Jules, i will retract my offer to hug you and make it all better, if thats the case the pressure was soooo soooo sooooo getting to me, felt like i was inside one of those pressure cookers, again haha but coz i loves ya soooo much...
And just a note: this is NOT a cry for sympathy or validation or anything, it's simply a list of what I don't like about me. So please do NOT feel pressured or required to try to make me feel better, k?
Gee's Jules, didnt think you had that many aversions, and it is a matter of perspective i suppose [some of those are qualities to me]. at least you blog about half decent things without spamming cacca upon cacca
i can count all my dislikes on ten digits:-
*Stuck up/selfish/inconsiderate people
*Greed
*Lazy people that moan about having too much to do (work related haha) or just people that moan and do nothing about it.
*Work [only because of the other dislikes mentioned)
jules there is a pattern you can't sleep y not try this turn off computer go to a quiet dark room and close those pretty lil eyes of yours and think of somewhere nice you would be and i bet within 20 to 30 minutes you be out cold
so turn that frown upside down 
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