Longing for The Ocean
When I close my eyes I can see you,
I belong to and long for you,
you are that special place where I descend down,
Your blinding sandy planes like a snapshot of your living waters ahead,
I feel dizzy at the thought of your calling embrace,
Like a slow dream, I find myself intoxicated by you..
fixated I feel swollen and bloated as time slows down.
The thought of my feet spilling through, forward, the feel of hot urgent surging
sand, Burning Burning me I can't stand to be away from you.
You draw me to your sunny blue cooling waters, running to you, as if fate,
falling down and down through you, I want so much to embrace,
falling away, I crucify myself on your healing flesh You swallow me in your
buzzom dazzling me in your freedom.
and as I lay staring upward in your sparkling twinkling face, floating away in
time, I feel suspended, turning, looking down on that open boundless sky, tears
streaming from my face and the words screaming beaming through my
consciousness.... ...I whisper tenderly in your ear...
I am so happy to be alive and it is times like this, that I feel like I live
forever, because this moment hurts so much, I dreamed of being with you, and now
unbounded, I am here that place where I, a heretic, unbaptize myself and hail you
greater God, thank you for bringing me home, to that ancient place where life
crossed over that intertidal abyss, thank you for smiling, shining down on me and
reflecting electrifying blue in the mirror of my eyes, dazzle, dazzling me and
always saying yes, YES to life..
I praise you and your sweet sparkly kisses, I so long to be with you again.
