it WASSS always fear. i'm so speechless right now
talking no moreeee. listeningg to the rain. thinking about her.
when will this pain end. in a few months when i can make it there.
but know it'll end sooner than later. she's not gonna read this
but i wish that she would. i wish so many things. i'll over think
the situation, become what you and me call silly and ruin for
the both of us. WHAT IS THIS anymoreeeee. .. like i've said so
many times what haunts are dreams? what makes us love the way
we love? what makes us truly happy? why do we hold back from the one
truth the one possibilty at getting something for yourself cause all
you ever did was look out for others and needed something special
for your own. and what not to heal a broken heart of the msot giving
soul you would ever find. another soul that compliments, completes, restores
heals, helps, guides, makes right, happy, no sad, long life so much MORE
better.
mabee so many blogs will do it for you. you'll realize you write the same
message over and over again only to know that it's not going to change.
your stuck in this nightmare you so feared about ever since before everything.
she said we can't do anything about it. why try. why keep feelings like we do
for someone we can't have.
i'm left caught in something i can not fix that really cannn be.
do i have the blind faith my heart always will have. yes and it would take
a miracle and mabee more to make me believe like i use to that it'll be
okay. that you won't break my heart cause you promised and i don't mind
if you dooo , don't stress, don't panic, just be minee and i'll be yours for the day.
know that the past was silly distance and that we were made for eachother.
our stories prove it like no other could if they tried.
or am i just another PRACTICE, just another knoch, just another experience you thought you neededdd so you cann find mr. right.
well i did help out soo :D but
mabee you didn't have to break my heart :P
even if that's what happened.
cause we forget things but can't.
remember but love to let go.
hold me tight cause i'm losing ittt allll FOR YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
i'm losing it all for you. holding on to my words for you
i'm EVERYTHING i ammm for youuu gooberrrr
