I'm so fu.cking screwed. I'm $1.65 in the hole. I can't get a graphic job, they don't even let me know they received my resume. I can't even get a "McJob," or a customer service job because I'm "overqualified" and even those jobs have a bunch of people appying for them that have recent customer service.
OH MY DOG I'm so screwed. I'm sitting here shaking. I'm not going to cry. I can't sleep. I can't see a way out.
I'm trying so hard to stay positive.
It's really not working.
I'm applying at airlines tomorrow, like, all of them. (Thanks for the idea, Lunie.)
Customer Service is my new passion, so I shall tell them.
Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. I'm just...I'm fu.cked.
Dear Universe,
Please let me get a job. Any job. I'm not a bad person, I'm actually kind of a good one. I will work hard. Just send me an opportunity.
Please.
Sincerely,
The Formerly-Stable-and-Contributing-Member-of-Society-Formerly-Known-as-Juli
Yeah, this was a wierd idea, to blog this, sorry. But I had to get it out somehow.
Not looking for pity, just trying to relieve a little of the pressure cuz honestly I'm freaking out BIG TIME.
My face is burning.
WHAT is going ON?
I mean, I've NEVER been out of work this long, EVER, not since my first job at age 11.
Something happened, something turned me from a real person to a non-entity no one wants to hire.
It's weird.
I seriously must have been Hitler or Pol Pot in a past life.
Ugh.
Sorry again.
Deep breath.
Things will work out.
Or they won't.
But I will keep trying.
But seriously, it's WEIRD.
Fu.cking Universe.
Tags: Job Employment Money Screwed
