Warning: The following presentation is an emotional spilling of my guts. Viewer discretion is advised.
As I am scarcely in contact with friends, family and/or otherwise loved-ones, I am blogging...to prevent any internal explosion. This is what, essentially, my life amounts to right now.
File Name: Hillary LaClair.exe
Item Description: Financial/child care provider, household cleaning agent.
System Requirements: Food, roof, clothing, love
Acceptable substitutes: Television, video games, money
Run C:UsersPublicProgramFilesHillaryLaClair.exe...
Error: While using HillaryLaClair, life encountered a fatal error. Please disable all user add-on files.
Which is to say, in a rather extraneous manner, that as of late I am feeling extremely disconnected with everyone and everything that is important to me. I feel as though everything that I do, everyday, is more or less programmed. I get up, I go to work, a lot, I come home, I clean and I go to bed. I have virtually no contact with friends.... Tim is always preoccupied with a movie or a game or his friends or what have you, when we're not fighting about something stupid, and I just feel....completely void of everything that makes me a person as opposed to a machine.
That makes sense, I swear.
I feel very unappreciated and unnoticed. And whiney.
Also, we are being evicted. My landlord suddenly decided we can't have birds. In searching for apartments, I've been told pretty much from everyone that I need to make 3x the monthly rent in order to be considered for application....which I do not.....which sucks.
I am a sad panda. And I am exhausted.
