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Suicidal Thoughts
Posted On 04/28/2008 23:49:43 by reddMary

I feel sometimes like taking my life; slicing my wrists wide open,in the bathtub, of course, don't want to make a mess. Sometimes I wonder if I'm bipolar; already take meds for anxiety attacks and being so hyper.  This is supposed to be a fun place.  I'm sorry if I made anyone have a sad thought.  I would never do it. I don't really believe in suicide; too permanent.  I actually want to live and have fun.  This has been my outlet. I just want to run away from home.  Would someone take me in until I get on my feet?  (Not serious about that part.)  It's not fun being all grown up and seeing the things that are happening.



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From: Thee_Stranger
04/29/2008 10:18:08
Antidepressants are addicting.  You don't want to be a pill freak. 


From: GingerBurg
04/29/2008 09:36:11
Suicide is a permanent answer to a temporary problem.  Things will blow over and you will feel better, it just takes time.  If you seriously think you may be bipolar then you should see your Dr about referral to a psychiatrist for assessment, the meds you are on will probably only make your bipolar illness worse.

This is a good website for helping yourself with anxiety and depression.

www.livinglifetothefull.com

From: BrandiLea
04/29/2008 07:04:11
I use to take meds for anxierty attacks....they made me feel worse. I became an addict. THAT to me was worse than just learning to relax and cope with things. I too sometimes believe that I am Bi-polar. My mother is. GET SOME PROFESSION HELP! Look in to alternatives to meds....cuz I am telling you from experience that when if you decided to stop taking the meds, the withdrawals will be so bad that you WILL actually want to end it.

I did it cold turkey, suffered for about two weeks through the worst of it, but did not feel "normal" for almost a month or more.



From: BigRed29
04/29/2008 01:22:07

Mary...I agree with MarkWeasley....you should seek help.  No one should every feel this way.

 If you need a place to visit and get back into the correct frame of mind that you need to be in....come and stay with a fellow redhead.  :)



From: FamilyJules
04/29/2008 00:17:44

Me too, Mary. I've actually spent TOO much time trying to figure out how to do it so that it doesn't make a mess and so that it makes the least impact.

But I could never. It would kill my mom, and I can't leave my dogs and cats behind.

But I know exactly what you're talking about.

Life can be exhausting, it's true.

And you can come stay with me whenever you need to. Maybe we can go in search of feet together



From: MarkWeasley
04/29/2008 00:08:40
Mary, please seek help if you need it. I hope you feel better and if you want to chat message me. Do whatever it takes to make yourself feel better.

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