It's hardly worth typing up a message
To bear my soul for what?
Lack of response?
Tonight I am despondent.
Hurt beyond repair.
Inflated ego
From the delusion
Deflated
Irreconcilable
Inconsolable
I spent all this time
Believing in you
Only to realize
You do not believe in me.
Sadness seeps in to my soul
Overwhelming sadness
I'd slit my wrists if I knew it wouldn't hurt.