I'm re-reading a book called Life Launch - A passionate guide to the rest of your life - found this quote within the book: " "Are you in earnest? Then seize this very minute. What you can do, or dream you can, begin it; boldness has genius, power, and magic in it; only engage and then mind grows heated; ...begin, and then the work will be complete" Goethe
Wow and wow again. Have you ever been so excited about another person that you're heart feels light. Well, that is how I am feeling right now about a certain someone. I am giddy like a school girl. Yet, due to my unfortunate experiences in my past, I keep my heart guarded, question everything, and internalize everything.
Though, I have to say that I sit here and can hear his voice and his laughter. I can sit here and think - WOW just WOW I am at a loss for words. Yes, the beginning was slow to move. He was evasive because he is just as frightened as I am. Nobody sets out in life to get hurt. In fact, I don't think I signed up all of those years ago to be hurt over and over again by my ex. (Yet, in a way, I was only hurting myself - I'd like to lay blame on the ex but really I was complacent.)
So, my heart is guarded and yet, I feel completely safe with this man. How wonderful and wow...and I am really at a loss for words which, we all know Eunice, is not quiet nor shy about what she is thinking. I am thinking that yes, I could get lost in this man. He is wonderfully amazing, handsome, and the perfect gentleman. Though, the easier road is to act on our impulses and satisfy the primal need with instant gratification, he and I are in agreement that the best things in life are worth waiting for.
I am perfectly happy with this man. I have already told him that I am happy and he has stated the same. We've spoken about our fears but we have time to take our time.
Thank you for reading my post.
Eunice
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