Well Honestly I didn't ever post a blog of mine own without any poems....but since I had been away from redhedd for long i felt on my return I Should add up something different...something that people don't expect usually from me.
I want to put in something about How and what I Feel About This Life...I mean we all have something to say about it...So far I have been a Closed Book ...There is an Iron Curtain that I think should come down no...but I Still feel its not the Time for it..
To be Honest This life has always been Strange to me..I mean Its Hard for me to Close a Chapter in Life and Open another one its probably because i haven't been in touch with the outer world...I mean We will Never be able to Learn something about our Life until we go out looking for it..Still when we go out looking for it, on our return we only see we have done nothing..except that travel the world..let see what are the things thatr seem to matter to us...Firstly we think about our own Will...We want to be who we are whatever may come it doesn't matter to us as to what the world is actually thinking about what we want is ourselves...our wishes and Dreams to come true, turn in to reality but when we are so (long pause) well i can't get what to say now after this pause but honestly we all want to first fulfil our wishes in life which is the number one thing that matters..a boy wants to be a baseball player and a girl wants to go in a beauty-pageant and a boy wants to be an Air plane pilot while a Girl wants to become a President...while some just want an ice-cream or a candy...well that the first thing again..but its not always the way we want it...why?
Why is it that its not always the way we want it? We are Free;aren't we? we aren't harming anyone aren't we...then what is the reason for it?....
Next would be Money...I mean who really doesn't want it...its something that really matters to us in our life...Money makes the world move, the sun to set,the moon to appear..here again we want it the way we want it...someone wants to get it by being a rock star someone wants it by becoming a politician , someone wants it by becoming a doctor, someone wants to make it by becoming a Porn Performer and so on..seriously its the most difficult thing to have...we can't be doctors or politicians or porn performers or some entertainer....again why? we aren't abusing anyone..all we want to do is get money in our own way...but there are times when we can't have it the way we want it...but get more of it or get nothing of it in some other way...Wow...thats how we are moving around the corners of our world...
I think after Money what we want is Satisfaction....satisfaction in anyway...it depends on what we want first...as I said..but ofcourse Sex is also something that we want I mean it gives us satisfaction but its not related to Money or Will...well thats something I have in my mind but apart from it..We read for Satisfaction ..Learn but How much should we Learn...How Much should we Satisfy ourselves by Learning....Education gives satisfaction but it also takes a great deal from us....We Snap with a lot of Education...especially when we don't want it...i have no idea as to how can we stick to so much of learnings in our life...every second of live we learn something ...Its as if an Infinite space that we have...
What More would we want apart from fulfilling our Wishes, Money and Satisfaction?
This is Life ...i don't think things matter apart from this......but God....God will matter to some, religion and culture and so on...but i have nothing more to say...we can have only 2 forms of cultures...one based on our Will and desires while other based on some Rigid Code or Law or whatever you call it like a Constitution or a Sacred Book etc...I am only wasting time now...we all are...our Personality is framed by our Environment in which we live in...people who are politicians first want Power, People who are Professionals first want Money...people who are Humanitarians first want to do something for the human kind....people who are sexual first want Sex...people who are intellectuals first want Education or wisdom whatever they call it...and so they are friends with their own kind..what the hell is white power and black power..we all cross each other some or the other time...someone wants to learn but can't , someone wants to make good his or her wrong but can't someone wants a family buy can't someone wants sex but can't...wow....we all want something...and we all need something....
Well I don't understand why people are sick of life these days....there is always something to work for...just that we are all alone...okay...there is a family that we have but eventually we are all alone...stick to your self and stick to that something that you have and stick to that something that you want.....going out to find yourself will only bring nothing to you...this is really a Useless Talk... ....
