Ok so I thought Id keep you all informed as to whats going on with lots of things.
MUM
Is ok. Not great but ok. More tests, letter due in the next few weeks, appointment in the next six weeks (thats our fab NHS shining through there, not) but in the meantime shes getting lots of rest. Some sort of heart condition they think but dont know for sure...so still not got any peace of mind on that one. And shes feeling ok most of the time, but then shes suddenly not feeling too good at all. Not a nice wotsit, whatever it is. And basically what they found in hospital was that blood wasnt getting to her heart, hence the heart pain. So hmmft.
WORK
Is work. Its worky. Its dull its boring, I DEFF wouldnt do it if they didnt pay me, (which by the way they now struggle with- one cheque, needs one signature, simple task, but could this be achieved...urmmmm...no. Silly people. Hence a two day wild goosechase around my office trying to hunt down someone with an AUTHORISING SIGNATURE or something equally as annoying. You know when words juss annoy you, well them two are at this minute doing so) Yer and theyre taking my laptop tomorrow permanently (I say tomorrow but really its in a few hours, see ME section for sleepingness) because they need it back generally. Which is very saddening because it means I will hardly get to speak to all you lovely redds...weep weep. So until I get another few paychecks, Im not going to be able to buy another lappy, so its all very crossing there.
ME
Kinda fed up, in general, coz theres all this petty stuff going on and its all rubbishy and then all them little rubbish things build up into one great big rubbish monster, and its bad and i want to put all my problems into the recycling. (Isnt there something about recycling being better??? :P) and so its all rather rotten. AND my sleeping has gotten unreal. Im writing this, its 5am, and I only JUST realised its light outside, which is BAAAAD coz I cant sleep when its light, plus IDK when bossywossy wants me in for work, my employer hasnt yet worked out that flexibility is supposed to work both ways grrrr, so I have to wake up early to ring in, to listen to them ponder about when Im needed, and then grrrrr. So basically, few hours every night asleep, tired all day, achieve nothing but working n webcamming, and blogging of course lol. Still worried about mam, coz i juss am. But I will be ok, I am prepared to be Gloria Gaynor mark 2, because i will survive.
ANIMALS
Are good, Pippi is asleep next to me in her black party dress, Jack is asleep in the other room, he seems to insist my right hand should die, especially if Im typing with it, and so goes about biting it till i throw a blanket over his face n he gets distracted lol. Delilah Ratticus is lovely, she doesnt care about food being given to her, she ingnores the cheese or fruit or whatever thats in your hand and juss holds your hands, n licks it n is juss generally wonderful. The goldfish are good aswell. I havnt named them though. Because goldfish die alot, and if I name them, then Im attached to them...So rather than oh no a fish died, its oh no tinkerbell died...theres quite a difference. They dont die lots though, dont get me wrong, were not talking get the phone ready to dial for the RSPCA is juss when one dies every few months its already horrid enough. So yer thats my reason. One day I may take a photo of them all and name the individual fishies, but not right now.
Hennyways, I hope youre all having fun, and hopefully it will all fix somewhat.
Love to you all redders, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
